♥nadiiah'

2010-08-07T23:34:00.002+08:00

Who knew this day would come when I actually bother to update this blog of mine?

HAH!

I shall update about:-

1. ICEP USA

2. NDP 2010

3. 3H 2010

4. NCC

5. KPOP

1. ICEP USA

haha, I feel so organized doing this.

Omgggg, it was the best trip I had alone!

really,

the people who went didn't know each other.

I think it was only our 3rd meeting when we were at the airport.

A little bit awkward here and there.

But when we reached there, we sorta suffered from jet lag.

So, we stayed up all night.

And prank other people.

It was so funny till my sides hurt!

The COLS training was more or less like spec course,

only with better counterparts, by better I mean, more good-looking!

haha,

It was really memorable,

and right now, I just can't put it in words.

loved it.

2. NDP

Cedar NCC,

Guard-of-honour,

WEEKS of practice,

and hence you get the best performance.

There's nothing more to say about that(:

3. 3H

Oh, Sec3 year is here...

but half of it is gone.

This is the year I have been anticipating for the most!

really,

since i was in primary 1, I have always wanted to be a 15-year old.

And right now, its flying by me way too fast.

capturing every moment; will try my best.

4. NCC

Staff; can't believe it either.

5. KPOP

I keep thinking,.

Is it wrong to like this genre?

I can never understand why some people are so against it.

It's not like I asked them to listen to it or smth,

really, they need to get a life so they'd stop ruining other people's.

I don't know what to do about approaches.

Really, we all need to be on the same page.

It is not just about being who you are.

Sometimes, you have to put on a mask in order

for others to do well.

That's what you are here for.

But, people don't listen.

I can't believe, i am doing this.

this update.

Seriously,

no one knows.

2009-11-27T12:47:00.002+08:00

UPDATE!

We've completed the FSD course.
4 whole days.
Jasmine, we survived! hahahaha

I uploaded photos on Facebook.
I finished tagging but then...
the laptop went googoogaga
so I just left it like that.
Sorry, but there wont be any tags

We are ignorant, dont mind us.

Um, oh ya!
'You're beautiful' is ending.
Such a sad drama.
Farhana, spazz with me!

What else?
Oh, Jasmine, I still feel horrible.
Why that girl! :(

Aliza, you left without saying bye to me!
Disgusting! hahahahah

I was reading my other posts
and I was laughing at myself.
I think I wrote too many ridiculous things.
I can't believe I'm still like this.

1 more month/

Byebye!
Cut bangs! and Short hair.

2009-10-31T11:12:00.002+08:00

SS501-love like this

2009-10-30T22:56:00.004+08:00

Sec 2 life is over.

I don't know how I should feel.

It is different.

Life will not be the same.

It is as if we're all going back to Sec1.

not entirely everything will be different but there will be some major changes

oh, i realised something.

andiforgot.blogspot

my blog.
andiforgot(all about my blog)
ahhaha, okay nevermind.

I am really lazy to blog.
unless i have something to talk about.

OMGOMG!

SS501 made a comeback!

with the new song - Love like this.

it is so awesomee!(:

i loveee it.

so addictive.

its like SHINee's ring ding dong.

hahah

2pm

oh i just came back from the airport.

and I saw Nichkhun on tv at Swensen's

ahhaahah! so CUTE.

2009-09-12T23:25:00.001+08:00

I like hearing this: I'm done with my holiday homework.
Well, i sort of heard it since I lied.

Anyway, I am completed with most of my homework.
I think i died doing history.
I was so tired of doing it.
I was left with 1 causal essay.
hahhaa, i cant be bothered
so i just did the first paragraph.
hahaha, then just leave the resst blank.

from 3pm to 6pm, farhana, pl and me did LiT part 1-poetry
we took so long seriously.
then from 9.30 to about 11, we continued doing LIT part 2- prose.
ahahah, finally completed it.
They are so kind to wait for me.
I went out to pray so it was delayed to 9.30
hahah, thank you((:

HEAVEN'S POSTMAN!
hahahaa, Jaejoong<33
He is so damn hot!!
ahhahaa, i will watch that drama!

Oh, HUIYING!
Taemin is so cute in the THJ sitcom.
hahahaha, i finish watching all his cuts till the last episode.
It is so funny B)

PEYLING!
i am not an ass, you ass!
ahahhaha

2009-09-05T21:33:00.000+08:00

And here I am again.

omg, i think Humaira is damn funny.
oh,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUMAIRA!(:

Before parade the other day,
we were laughing and laughing for no particular reason,.
We were observing people and then just burst into laughter.
Then Maryam will give us that 'what the hell' look.
and we laughed even harder.
I still dont understand why/

Oh AOH was very fun.
But, the weather was so hot.
and there were not many trees.
My throat was super dry.
Then Humaira complained and complained.
About someone getting cranky.
and about the weather, over and over again.
I think the flying fox bit was damn funny.
(:

SHINee, DBSK, SUper JUnior, SS501.
<33

I was looking at some pictures on facebook.
and i found many unglam pictures of me..
It is damn horrible.
I think the more I look at it, the funnier it seems to me.
But, it is very horrible.
So embarrassing.

EYE.
I counted my CT marks.
At least, from there, i can gauge how many marks I need in order for me to get a certain grade.
I feel so kiasu.
-.-

What else?
Oh FARHANA.
Congrats.
Actually, I dont have much to say.
I mean, its a good thing for her so I will support her.

I shall have a blog song.
DBSK- Love in the ice.
(:

2009-08-15T23:08:00.000+08:00

Finally, I'm back.

I thought of doing up another blog but what's the point of it if I will end up leaving it rotting.
So, quick update:
I did spring cleaning today.
We threw like a whole bunch of unwanted things.
And there is this cupboard behind my door.
It is overflowing with random things.
SO, we are like giving away half the things there.
It looks more like a cupboard now.
I didn't even want to go there or look at it.
That is why it is behind the door((:

I am watching more and more of Suju.
and Huiying made me watch THJ,
Taemin is in it.
HAHA, she gets so excited when she talks about it.
Then we will laughed so loudly in class when talking about it
and like other people will look at us as if we are in our own world.

Oh, Florence Chua Su Fang, please remember to bring my hairband to school!!

It's late. I must study Geography.
Oh. I have class tomorrow.
:(

Ah, nothing els-se.
Byebye(:

2009-07-08T20:06:00.003+08:00

I really really like them(;
ah haha.
I think I am going crazy.

So, will be back to school tomorrow.
And commontest is like in 5 days.
Too fast, gees.

This page is too empty.
I dont know what to talk about.

Random thought: My eyesight is pretty bad and I dont want glasses.

((:

2009-06-24T21:40:00.003+08:00

Tell me,
How do you apologise?
How do you make someone forgive you?
What will you do so that you will be forgiven?
What do I mean to you?
What haven't you realise?
How many more hints do you need?

I don't get it. I am so not over it. I wonder why. Many times. Is it just me worrying?
Even though they try to help. After awhile, after the whole situation 'cools down', they forget all about it. Really. I think I am the only one who still thinks about it. I may seem like a forgetful person but for moments like these, it cant be erased until someone gives in. And, I have been giving in to many people, but not this time. No, I wont. This will continue. Fine, let's be childish. Let's ignore each other. Let's look away. Let's make more awkward situations.

You know, time is running short.
Who knows, tomorrow you wont ever see me again.
So, let me ask you this one more time,
Are you going to do something about this or just leave it as it is?

2009-06-24T19:05:00.004+08:00

I just came back.
I went Terengganu and KL.
We went snorkeling. It was so awesome.
HAHAH, it was so deep and there were so many fishes!!

I am still not done with homework.
Arrrgh.
I am learning how to play 'Falling Slowly' on the piano.
Its pretty cool.
(:

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time.
Raise your hopeful voice, you have a choice
You've made it now.

SS501.
Yes, I lovee them(:

2009-06-14T19:32:00.004+08:00

2 weeks.
2 weeks gone.
2 more weeks.
2 day,
2 people, me and my dad spend
2 hours, cleaning my room,

HAHA,
I am so proud to say that, i did not step out of the house for this whole weekend.
Yes, i was as bored as ever.
So, i cleaned my room.
Now, its cleaner.
My brother cleaned his room.
and i think my mum is sick.

oh, i am so tired:(

2009-06-01T00:33:00.002+08:00

Its been so long since I last updated.
I cant sleep actually.
I was at this wedding the whole day.
there was like 1500 people.
And it seemed as if it was racial harmony day.
There were nyonyas, babas, Chinese, Indian, Malays.
HAHA, oh even Eurasian.
I was helping out with the cakes section.
Just kept on re-filling.

I should really stop playing bejewelled blitz.
ahhaha, its so addictive.
Oh, the other day,
this person took a quiz.
and it was such a coincidence.
I am still not over it.

tmr must meet lit group.
technically, later at 9.
haha.
Every holiday does not feel like a holiday.

I am counting the days,.
you know there is not enough time.
But, what do you want me to do?
There is hardly anything I can do.
SO, just fck off and leave me alone.

I am so excited to see FLODO's new haircut.
I think I am cutting my fringe.
Its freaking long.

Get well soon Peyling
and to many others!(:

2009-05-20T19:00:00.000+08:00

WHAT DID I JUST DO?

oh my bus is here.
Wth.

2009-05-19T21:49:00.003+08:00

haha, I just texted DEE!
Nadiah: OMG, gg season finale is super nice!(:
Dee: YEAH! I AM WATCHING IT BABY!

omg, nice nice(: (:

i am so lazy to blog!
I shall tell the world!
ALIZA's BLOG!
http://scatter-links.blogspot.com/

I was shocked too!

So, Maths and Science were pretty okay.
I thought I failed Science but
Gosh, i was so happy when I got it back.
Mrs Yeo made it sound as if we did super bad.
like the whole class failed.
Sheesh.

I am counting the days till holiday.
As soon as parade ended on the 13th of May,
it was holiday to me.
sigh.
it's been a week.

I should really come to school earlier.
I usually reach at 7.20
I must reach like before 7 for next term.
Oh my god, dont remind me.

And, i did Mt Holiday Homework.
I cannot believe it either.
How could I be like Farhana?
HAHAHA

Just now i had stomach pain.
I couldnt tell whether it was cramps
or gastric.
Then the whole platoon came when I was moaning
outside the general office with ALiza and Florence.
THe whole lot of them.
SO noisy!

HAHA!

I have 2 choices now.
I could either suck it up and use whatever time I have left to the fullest
or stay down and pray that things will change.
Its hard.
But, I will try harder.
I will. I need your strength.

2009-05-13T19:59:00.002+08:00

I am so proud of so many people today.
Even my dad.
He is really trying this time./
Especially Bravo 09.
(:

It was sad.
But, if you look back at it, it was all worth it.
And, let's leave it as it is.

2009-05-12T17:47:00.002+08:00

OMG, just now in the train,
i was like harassed.
well, not really.
but there was this lady.
She was actually sitting 2 seats from me on my right.
I was sitting 2 seats from the priority seat which is on my left.
So anyway,
she moved to the priority seat.
and start talking to me.
I was like hah.
I was actually reading a book.
Then, she started talking about her daughter.
She needs to meet her cos she misses her.
then, she told me its not my problem but hers.
HAHHA, but she still kept talking and talking.
Then, she told me she was going to Wood bridge to take her medicine.
Mental hospital, you know? she asked.
All i did was smile.
ahhahaha, then there was this 2 zhonghua guys.
They were staring at me.
and like laughing.
Omg, i had no idea what to do.
She looks very Eurasian kind of person
but suddenly, she starts talking to me in Malay.
i was like okaayyyy.
then she said her daughter is Bangladeshi, i think.
from kovan to sengkang.
She ask about Cedar and my age.
and a lot of things./
SO SCARRYYY!

Oh today is our platoon's curry-spilling day.
HAHA, at first it was Raykal, she got scalded.
Get Well Soon(:
Then Huda spill all over her prata.
Then Aishwarya spill on the table and on her shoes.
And then that Humaira only laugh and laugh.
AHAHAHA

I am suppose to be studying
but I feel prepared.
HAHA, i only read through Science.
I practiced Maths./
History was not bad.
Did pretty well.

2009-05-07T21:21:00.002+08:00

I never knew the pain.

I saw her sleep today.
And it made me think.
I really did.
I wanted to cry.
She puts in so much effort into this.
And, yet, we were such a disappointment.
Regret.
Only now.
And they always say, its all a little too late.

For the other one, it was unexpected.
I really did not see it coming.
But, it should have happened.

I am really sorry.
But, you were the best.
The very best.

2009-05-05T18:47:00.002+08:00

I was suppose to upload the cats musical pictures.
It was so prettyy.
HAHA,
but i am so lazay

I think I screwed history,
I was practically crapping.
You know how when people say they crapped like shit,
but in the end they did pretty well,
well this time, I literally crapped.
I repeated my statements and like quoted almost everything.
SHEESH.

Photo taking tmr.
And there is this track and field volunteer thing.
and there is NCC camp.
hmms.
coincidence.

I am stuck to this playlist.
Its called MAY.
cos i started listening to it on labour day.
SO, in the month of May, i listen to my MAY playlist.
HAHHA, so lame.

There is this thing.
I am starting to like art.
LIKE OMG but yup.
All the workshops Ms Teh offered are like so interesting,
but too bad, i missed everyone of them
either no one to go with or no time.
sigh.

Lit paper tomorrow.
Am I ready?
I feel like I am.
But I dont usually trust my instincts.

HAHAHA, i lost smth just now.
almost got a heart attack.
AND guess where I found it?
In my boots.
OMG, so retarded la.
I felt like some idiot.

2009-04-27T17:31:00.003+08:00

I think I am prone to all kinds of injuries
and sickness.
When I was playing basketball just now,
i had phobia.
So, i was very careful with my leg.
then someone threw the ball at me
and hit my jaw.
omg! it felt like the sprain.
DAMN PAINFUL.
but this time, i decided not to tell the teacher.
It still hurts.
i cant put pressure on my teeth.
I think its the bone. not the teeth.
So, in other words, i have to talk less and eat less.
I must avoid chewing.
HAHA, i ate bean curd just now.
so there wont be much pain.

I am so addicted to Super Junior- Sorry Sorry
There is like 13 of them
And like wow! ahhaha
SO many! HAhAHAHHAHAHA

Don't you just love reading archives?
Its damn funny!
And, sometimes, you can find the most unexpected things.
(:

2009-04-21T17:49:00.002+08:00

She is such a pain in my ass.
I have no bloody idea why she makes everything seems normal.
Oh, bloody bitch.
Seriously, I really should tell the world.
I really should.
Maybe, by doing that, it will wake her up.
They don't know.
Even if they do, I wonder what they'll say.
Oh just forgive and forget.
Oh, give her some time.
Oh, this.
Oh, that.
Oh, my bloody foot.
Disgusting.
I want to see what will happen tomorrow.
I wonder if Aliza realises it.
I should talk to her.
She gives the best advice.
Except for that one time,
" it can be replaced "
haha, that was funny.

Wait, what am i saying.
I should be furious/.
that idiot should really do something about this.,
Dont pretend.
I never did like your kind.

2009-04-21T17:34:00.002+08:00

I was sneezing like some idiot the whole day.
Seriously, in the morning, i was late.
okay, i reached class at around 7.28
WOW.
Sneeze and sniff.
Sneeze and sniff.
for the whole freaking day.

oh no, here comes another one!
------Achoo!------
excuse me!
omg, that was so lame.

I thought i was going to faint during jogging
cos i am sick.
then, dont need to.
that Slovenian guy.
In the morning, you could see so many desperate and deprived people.
Even Humaira!

So anyway, went plaza sing with Florence and look around.
we were so goon.
I was suppose to queue with dee for free cone day.
but i got flu then eat ice cream some more.
sheesh.

I finally decided what to wear for it.
cos like its formal wear and yadayadayada.
so yep(;

i need to study for IFC.
i promise myself to start revising at 6pm later.
i made notes alr.
so i am left with lots and lots of reading and understanding.

GET WELL SOON DAYNA!(:

cramps are fcking killing me.

2009-04-16T13:16:00.002+08:00

I was named after her.

Ironic much?

2009-04-15T21:00:00.002+08:00

I am on the phone with Farhana
I reached home at like 8.15 i think.
WOW, today was very satisfying.
And very tiring.
I could see improvement.
And I am so proud of all of us.
I really am.

My leg hurts.
Very pain.
I can walk.
But i shouldn't.
I dont feel like going to school tomorrow.
Maybe I should just skip.
One day only.
So, its okay.
What,

I have:
Maths ex 12 and 13.
Mt mindmap

2009-04-13T21:20:00.002+08:00

2 words, 1 expression
omg, so fake.

Seriously la.
Sheesh.
Disgusting.
Speaking of disgusting,
i fell asleep from 5 to about 7
cos dang Farhana sms me.
She told me about this woman.
on a motorcycle, wearing a sleeveless top.
with Jurassic park thingis which I cant literally explain.
HAHAHA, okay, it was damn funny.

So, yesterday was shitty but ohwells,
I went to PRPL to meet Farhana,
I need to finish up my English Century Essay, Malay Mind map and Compre.
WOW, i came in and saw Farhana stoning like a dead freako.
HAHA, she was super bored.
which was super funny.
HAHA, she was actually doing some library duty
she had to exchange coupons and books.
and yadayadayada.
Then, I was sitting beside her,
doing my Essay.
Then the librarian came and told me to keep my homework!
and then she slumped 2 boxes of pamphlets and another 2 stacks of them!
she was like, cancel this and this and this.
try to finish it.
I was like whaaaaaattttt,.
i was not even a volunteer.
SHeesh,
that was damn retarded.

2009-04-09T18:22:00.002+08:00

I am disappointed.
I know there is hardly any time.
And yet, I am still not doing anything about it.
Why?
I really dont know what to do.
It hurts to know that there are people who cared.
It hurts especially when you feel like no matter how hard you try, it doesnt get into their heads.
I will buy the book.
And i will write everything.
And I will give them before I leave.

Is it too late to say Im sorry?

2009-04-04T10:31:00.003+08:00

So fake. It is.

Cameron Highlands

I am so tired. Yesterday was very tiring. I came home in my school uniform at like 12. Cos I met my mum at Toapayoh at like 8 then we went to Bukit Batok and ate dinner. But I was sleeping in the car the whole time. So i skipped dinneerr. But, during mtp, I ate a lot of curry puffs. like seriously a lot. Elfa was like walking around the hall and i was her regular customer. HAHAH. then Florence, Aliza, Yu Pei, Eugenia and me were talking to Mr Chue after the 2nd session./ He was so tense, omg. SO funny(: then he was like saying something about the school and all the scary things. He was from VS and that was his school. HAHA, maybe I am the slowest god but that was like wow. Later, at around 7.40, the five of us went to 3rd floor to take our bags. It was freaking dark. It was super scary. We walk pass the 2nd level staff room, the IT staff room i think and up the stairs. that was the scariest. It was totally dark and we were rushing up. Then I was like On the lights on the lights. and it got brighter! ahhaha. then we took all the bags. Pauline's bag was freaking heavy. Aliza was saying she put gold bars in it. then i help carry Nicole's bag. Florence tried carrying Pauline's bag but failed so she took Aliza's bag! hahah, so Aliza had to carry Pauline's bag. Then we ran down the dark stairs and Aliza was very slow. Yu Pei and Eugenia were like running for their lives. I wanted to run but florence was like Aliza! Aliza! It was so funny and still scarryyy. HAHHA, then we headed home.

BEFORE MTP
Nicole, Aliza and me went to pp kfc. then we sat at a cushion chair to eat and write our report. god. then so funny la. we talk and talk then I saw someone and started to cough( for real) and stupid Aliza started coughing for no reason. So embarrassing la. Nicole was laughing her ass off. Then they were talking about them being such pro jaywalkers and me being a lousy one. Cos i was rushing for the bus!

So anyway, I had a blast yesterday.
Tomorrow is Krystal's party which reminds me,
I haven't buy her anything. SHEET.
Oh Dayna is so irritating you know.
I didn't pay any attention in Science cos of her.
Draw some stupid thing.

Oh i had a talk with Mdm Zetty.
WOW! from Korean Dramas to Subject Comb to that./
I am still disappointed.
And i don't know what to do already.
Even though I keep saying: forgive and forget.
Its not that easy.

OH YA!
Boys over flowers!
Finish alreadyyy.
So sad.
I dont like the ending!
But Kim Bum is so cute la.
I can talk for hours with Hui Ying about it.
HAHAHHA!

This is such a long post.
Sigh(:

2009-04-01T21:22:00.002+08:00

I am very disappointed in you.
I cant believe you could still deny
after so many tears.
My platoonmate huh
I just need to know why.
Cos, not only did you surprise me,
you really showed me who you really are.
And, thanks for that.

2009-03-29T17:58:00.002+08:00

Congrats yo!

HAHA, Farhana is so retarded.
I went out with her on saturday.
then we started talking then
so funny!
cos i was thinking about how you'll meet the one.
HAHHAHA!
it was so funny how we could think of so many ideas.
well, its was mostly me but still.;
especially the tar thingi.

Oh, i went all the way to compass point
just to get myself a bag of gummies.
And! the Japanese Sale is back on!
the cold storage one!
i want to try whatever florence bought the other day(:

I am planning to do my science tomorrow
during recess.,
since I am not going to eat.

I cant believe i had a diary when i was young.
I was reading it yesterday.
It has been years.
It was so ambitious.
and funny.

Century is nice.

My life would suck without you/

2009-03-25T19:30:00.002+08:00

Oh shit,
my legs start to hurt again.
HAHA, Mrs Jai almost killed me
for not going for speech day rehearsal.

HAHAHA, yesterday was so funny!
That silly Humaira la,
smile here smile there.
laugh laugh laugh.
Esther and Charmaine were so blurr.

I need to get back to trigonometry!
I dont bloody get it.

2009-03-21T17:36:00.002+08:00

I wanted to upload the Cameron Highland Pics
but blogger is freaking slow.
Go facebook(:

I think Charmaine's blog is damn funny
and holy. HAHAH

2009-03-20T20:14:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAH!
I did MY MALAY HOMEWORK!
when i checked, only 4 people did!
ANd i am one of them!
Mdm Zetty gave us a ws for reference.
HAH, i damn smart can, go do on my own.
3 pages!
what the ass,
HAHAH!

today, went to pasir ris at 11am.
COS THAT DAMN FARHANA SAID MEET AT 11
so off I went, sit at the library for 1 freaking hour.
like some idiot.
That IZNI also, freaking late./
You know whats Farhana's reason!
Oh, she bathed only at 10am
and she took a freaking hour to bathe!
and then she had to do chores!
which is super awesome!

Then we went to KFC and did history.
so i am done with that.
And crap a lot there.
especially with that IZNI.
damn irritating,
she kept on using the excuse of her 1.6 km run.
-.- big deal.

Dee, you are officially retarded.
Where got compatible!?
Dream on loser.

2009-03-19T18:49:00.004+08:00

Unit camp is over
Gosh, I had so much fun(:

Now, back to more homework.
Seriously, what kind of a holiday is this?

Oh ya, I checked out the lms ytd/
then the Malay assignment.
I know i open mine already
but I havn't touch it yet.
Then I was going through the list.
And wow, only Farhana has submitted hers;
so funny la.

I couldn't sleep ytd.
I was so scared.
GOD, nadiah!
then,talking to you was funnyy(:

Then um, I was thinking.
and thinking.
and thinking.
about what they said.
Really, up up up.
no more downs.

OMG, izni is freaking lame you know.
I stayed for dont know how long with her on the webcam.
just so she can try out hers.
-.-

Boys over flowers episode 21 is a must-watch!
gosh, it was the best one I've seen.
HAHA, makes me love it even more.
CHARMAINE YAP says its not nice! \
bloody hell, she has no taste.

I am putting a chair beside my bed now
when I am sleeping.
Cool yo!

2009-03-15T15:31:00.002+08:00

I feel so sick.
After LJ, straight away
camp.
oh wow.
there's so much to do
there's so little time
yay me.

2009-03-08T21:41:00.002+08:00

SO, let me just say,
i will make full use of my MC!

haha, just now, i was the stupidiest person.
I actually tried changing my cast.
which didnt work,
dont worry.

I feel pretty scared to walk once my cast is taken off
on tuesday.
Its like as if there wont be any support to keep my legs
in shape, or so i say.
Gosh, it is scaryy when come to think of it.

ps. Jasmine the dance moves are so retarded.
Humaira, you're a lousy dancer
HAHHAH!

2009-03-05T23:39:00.001+08:00

Thank you
Its raining
And it is very cold.
My leg is heavy.
I think the cement has hardened
resulting in the heaviness.
It's hard to walk.

I shall pray

2009-03-05T18:52:00.002+08:00

It was indeed the scariest moment of my life.
I didnt think the whole stretcher part was necessary.
But, i guess,
this whole thing is horrible.
From not being able to walk,
to being kicked out like a ball.
And worse of all, to be not allowed to go for LJ.
which totally sucks.
big time.

2009-03-04T21:18:00.003+08:00

I feel that Charmaine is a freako.
who loves irritating me.
Just cause she has nothing better to do.
HAHA!

Omg, i think my mum can be so weird.
One time, she is so angry with me for dropping 3rd lang
and trying for IP.
Next thing you know.
she is so excited for my LJ.
and omg, she keeps insisting on giving them gifts.
for appreciation.
DIE! gosh, I will die.

Appraisal.
Maryam was like: what is that?
And all I could answer was: I dont really know.
Pathetic much?

2009-03-01T21:27:00.001+08:00

BOYS BEFORE FLOWERS!
C'mon episode 17!

2009-03-01T19:08:00.003+08:00

I dont know how to say.
I dont know what she'll say.
What if she doesn't allow me to drop it?
I can't just sit there and cry.
I will have to find another way.
This time, I really am serious to get out of there.
I really will do everything I can to succeed.
But, how do I start?
How do I convince her?
Sometimes, I feel that this is my way of life
And that if i choose to drop it, then it'll be my choice.
But, why is it so difficult now?
Mum, please understand.

2009-03-01T12:30:00.002+08:00

Death is just around the corner.

2009-02-28T20:58:00.002+08:00

Stupid Diyanah.
Just now she was so lazy.
her tin can was oh so heavy.

HAHA! i finish drug essay
and finish watching hana yori dango
at the same time!
HAHAHA!

History, Geog, Science, LJ, Camp!

2009-02-26T22:06:00.002+08:00

It meant so much.
You could just feel so happy for them.
Truthfully, I'm jealous.
Worse of all, you cant do anything to be like them.
Not even anywhere near.

Wow, even though I was shaking the entire time,
it was well done.
I can't believe they actually attended it.
Good job to us.

I need a reason.
A good one.
A reason which can help me get out of this.
Is there even any?

Tomorrow is the day for my speech.
Cmon, dont grill me.
HAHA

2009-02-21T20:22:00.002+08:00

Its getting worse.

Ever felt like the wind is so strong till you are drifting, while others are not?
And the world just keeps on spinning, and spinning.

2009-02-18T12:42:00.003+08:00

My throat is fcuking killing me.
I still cant believe I made it through yesterday.
Since morning, I felt so sick.
Nadiah, you ass.
I endured till after German.
Then poof, slept till 10 in the morning.
Stupid Florence keep asking me to find that damn M.C

I was just reading blogs when i came across this post that truly shocked me.

Only then I knew that you always want to feel happy for someone.

But when you see them being happy, why does it make you more hurtful and disappointed?

Why does it make you feel like they are just gone, and you are of useless help to them?

And worst of all, there is nothing you can do about it.

Omg, I love the 2 in the middle<33
Boys over flowers.

2009-02-12T20:33:00.001+08:00

CEDAR FIESTA(:

The brownies are awesome.

Met Derek, and he's from VS, gosh!

2009-02-05T20:06:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthdayyyy!
May you be more matureddd and wiser!
HAHAH!
Present deadline on monday. HAHAHA!

OMG! I love Seventeen Forever(:
Its oh-so-wow:D
hahah,

So anw, I have been so mean.
GOSH, especially with the 'I-am-laughing-cos-I-am-saving-your-face' thing

Oh, Elmira was sick! for like 2 whole days.
And i was stuck, alone.
partnerless.
So unlucky, gosh!
Speaking of Elmira, we did super-stupid-random exercise.
Well at least I call it that.
Damn pain la,
We stuck out our legs up high under the table so we can see them from the table.
So damn retarded.
Then the class was like suddenly cheering Cedar Solid
and Elmira was like ow pain ow pain.
Damn funny!
haha

I dont know.
I dont know whether I want it.
Maybe I dont.
Or not.
I really dont know.

Sht, I lost my ezlink card.
oh hell.

2009-02-01T15:38:00.005+08:00

Cameron Highlands, baby.

OMG!
I am so addicted to Korean Dramas.
I swear, this shouldn't have happened.
Damn la, stupid Florence.
Now, I'm like ugh.
HAHA, i am so sick and tired of Geog.
3 lessons in a row.

I guess my elbow is healing.
Speaking of elbow,
I still cant believe it happened.
Like wow, stabbed right straight into my heart.
Seriously, ouch.
Not the elbow.
sigh, can this get any better?

I still have to revise on a couple of things.
Some of which are impossible.

Its the effort.,
so bloody hell
get lost.

2009-01-27T15:33:00.002+08:00

HHAHAA!

So,

on sunday we went T3,

i tell you, damn waste time!

hahaha

So, we went to the Body shop then

try out all the testers

and make the salesgirl talk and talk

haha, actually she was th one who wanted to explain to us more.

So ya, in the end, didnt buy anyth.

haha, went viewing gallery.

OMG, i prefer T2 to T3

at times!

gosh.

Then, went to my cousin's house.

Suppose to go JB for dinner,

all 20 of us,

ya,

but in the end,

everyone was like SLACKING,

then in the end,

the boys went swimming,

i played Finding Nemo(ps2) with Naufal.

It was so FUN(:

ahhahahahahaa,

what a loser.

2009-01-24T19:53:00.003+08:00

I JUST DID THE MOST RANDOM AND EXTRA AND TOTALLY EMBARASSING THING/.
thank god only Jasmine knows

I feel so sad for Izni,
gosh, so sad.
hahha, what the hell.

I think jogging is pretty cool/
but we'relike slow.
Aliza was like saying we are jogging
at a very slow pace. like as if i am just walking.
SHEESH! so ego!

Anywayy, my elbow still hurts.
its damn painful.
and kind of disgusting
there's this liquid thing coming out
occasionally.

THINGS TO DO:
- History wb
- Geog ws
- Science 1 A and the dno what ws

I think History is like the easiest.
OH!
I just bought Farhana's Bday present.
Sorry Im giving it 2 weeks late.
but, its the thought that counts.
Im even better than Florence okayy.
She dono when going to give.

HAHA!

That day when we were packing the thing
was so funnnnnyyyyy!
omg florence so funny
Maika still doesnt get it.
And dee cant stop laughing.

haha,
then florence and I started our this signal thing.
It was super funny.
Damn sick ah that Florence.
HAHAA,

We only four years in it(:

2009-01-16T21:45:00.002+08:00

This crap shit life.
Lets just say, I hate this.

2009-01-12T17:55:00.003+08:00

Orientation

Everything is back to normal.
How awesome,

I am colourblind,
that is so depressing:(

Oh, so the sitting arrangement,
this is so shit.
I have to sit front row.
like what the crap?
but its with Elmira,
haha, not too bad.
but still, front row, middle.
I am so going to die.
Its really bad to sit in front!:
1. You have to pay full attention
2. you have to make sure you've done all your homework cos the teacher might ask you to answer some bloody question and you wouldn't want to embarrass yourself
3. it sucks

Oh wells, I am so lucky to have a great table partner.
Sorry Nicole.
hahahhhahahaha!

Don't waste your time,
speed up your breathing,

2009-01-11T18:59:00.002+08:00

Improvement!
I just gave my brother the silent treatment,
and guess what, it totally worked.,
He was begging me to talk to him.
HAH!
I feel so mean, but ohwells,
what a way to 'sup' him up.

I have not done Science and English Hw,
and I dont think I'll be doing it.
Maybe tmr,
I just realised there's pe tmr.
and if they make us run or jog or whatever again,
i swear, this time, I'll kill.
haha, what the hell.

So, I returned the library books late,
and bloody hell, they charge me 15 cents per book.
Oh cmon, its only a day late,.
And, the horrible thing is,
I borrowed 4 books but only read 1.
like whaatt, i pay for nothing.
shit./

Good luck last year sec 4s for the Os results tmr!(:
Kak Aishah, must be below 10 ah.
hahha

2009-01-08T16:41:00.002+08:00

HEYHEYHEY(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAN ALIZA TAN(;
haha, but wth, florence forgot to bring the present
we bought for her.
SHEESH!

haha, anyway, i want to freaking kill a lot of people todayy(:
haha, science was so funny,
Oh, Florence told me about the 'sup' thing!
ahhaa, we tried it on many people,
and it all worked,
except on Izni,
She's weird, so anyway.
We went home with Izni and Dayna they all.
today and yesterday.
haha, so unluckyy.

Oh ya, about the german song thingi that was so funny
was that one of the guy's name is Wong Ong Song or smth,
Wong Hong Song or smth.
Anyway, the teacher was like saying his name so fast,
I dont know why, but it sounded funny(:
so lame./

Wah, I very malu todayyy.
Especially during Mt, and yesterday, Maths.
today during Mt, there was a strand of hair on Farhana's skirt,
then I pointed it out,
then she kept sweeping it away.
it was gone.
then she continued sweeping it away.
then the teacher was talking about, using proper grammar,
i think.
then i was like: DAH LA!( Its gone la,)
I meant, the strand of hair.
then walau, it was so loud.
then damn paiseh.
wth./

Oh, then during maths,
the teacher ask me to do the dno what on the board.
then he also do,
then i was busy with my own notebook thing.
then suddenly, he ask smth.
then florence was like pushing my hand up.
And, wow, I was the only one who raised up my hand.
Whaaaatt la.

Oh, ya, Gayle, the potato thing not enough salt,
very tasteless!
ahaha, food critic(:

Oh shit, I still have Geog,
i think the teacher damn fun.
ahah,m so random,

Wah Maths Rep so poor thing sia.
When the teacher was like hand in to maths rep,
suddenly all the exercise books start flying here and there.
lazybums!

OH, we sounded horrible when we cheer as we jog!:(
this is such a long post, or not. but I'm so proud of myself((:

2009-01-06T19:23:00.002+08:00

SO, German was great.
The teacher wasn't so bad.
And like, I did laugh a lot.
about some song thingi
and other poor subjects shit.
haha, but it lasted for 3 whole hours.
Sheesh, tiring.

WOW, today was ohokay,
I feel like sleeping eh,
during Lit, and Hist, and Science.
GOSH,
I tell you, Florence was like falling asleep during lit.
haha, so much for having tht teacher.

To this someone who I think really needs all the advice she can get:
Follow your heart,
Prepare yourself for the consequences.

2009-01-03T16:25:00.001+08:00

Thank you

So much work.
So little time:(

2009-01-01T17:48:00.002+08:00

oh dear, holiday's over.
haha, my 'happy new year' smses
are like so what the heck.
haha

I am so tired.
Just got back from the new house.
painted like the master bedroom.
tiring, gosh.

So school starts tomorrow.
I seriously feel that it'll be such a waste of time.
I mean, cmon. only 1 day.
ohwells, what to do.

Orientation was great.
I was with Jane, Mardhiyyah, Sarah, Deryn, Tulasi, Amirah, Jynnlin, Aishwarya.
yea, i think thats about it.
So, 1 Oreo was great(:
very tiring though.

I cant wait for the bbq on sat.
I hope there will be one.
It'll be so cool.
hahaha

Chalet was awesome.
Pics on facebook, i think.
Anyway, yea, i fell. i think how I fell was funny.
-.-
but it was overall great.

SO,
I can so wait for tomorrow.
SHEESH

LOVES!

2008-12-27T02:01:00.003+08:00

Christian the Lion
This scene totally inspired me
on how great God is.
And how love has no limits.

I don't know.
I just love the part when
Christian ran over when he saw them
and just hugged them.
Its really touching
and its the greatest thing I've seen.

It kept on replaying in my head.
Inspiring.

2008-12-25T17:20:00.003+08:00

OMG, this song totally rocks.
It was like recommended by my cousin who knew from my other cousin.
This is why having lots of cousin is awesome.

GOSH, i am left with bloody english compre.
I cant be bothered with the science.
and, you know. i borrowed books.
instead of buying them.
haha, okay, totally random.

Wish me lots of luck for orientation tmr.

Are you sure that you're mine?
Aren't you dating other guys?
You're so cheap,
And I'm not blind.
You're not worthy of my time.
Somebody saw, you sleep around the town,
And I've got proof because the word's going around;

2008-12-22T16:00:00.002+08:00

the thought of school is killing every bit of me.
and woa, registeration was superr tiringgg.
totally knock me out.
I repeated the same stuff for like a gazillion times.
that was awesomeee.
hahaha

The proposal for orientation is another woaaa.
i dont even know whether that woaaa is a good thing or a bad one.
Oh shucks.

I need to read up.

this is so random.

2008-12-16T17:08:00.002+08:00

Getting ready to send someone off to Perth.
I wish I could go.
I mean like woa, summer!
the last time i went was i think spring.
which is last year.
which is depressing/
cos like very cold.
hahaha, there was this pretty lame shit story.
Faris wanted to surf or smth.
then we were on the road to a farm stay or smth.
then we went to the cottage place
which was awesome.
and then got beach.
and woa.
all the boys were so excited to like swim
then haha, all went straight to the beach.
hahaha, in the end, all of them shivering inside.
My brother couldnt move.
stuck in the waterrr.
ahahhaa,
it was really nice.

Anyway.
today I was being as dumb as everr.
I was playing with henna.
We're just messing around.
so I put on my toe nails.
which were pretty cool.
but then the henna was the very red kind.
and omg, now i have like bloody orangeeyyy toe nails.
and it is only on one foot.
hahah, so my feet aree like original and spicy.
hahaha, what a loser.
and god, i just insulted myself.
-.-
SO YAY!
i am so done with that bloody geog hw.
the I-dont-know-what-economy-crap
thingi.
yeps, alll done/
I read Peyling's evaluation.
she practically copied her entire paragraph from the website.
ahhahaha,
so i am left with English/
bummer.

Oh, I wont be relinking yet.
or editing anyth yet.

OHMYGOD!
i just realise that there are 15 people's birthday inc my own
on January.
like woaaaa.
and boo, Im broke.
like so broke.
I think I'm left with 20.
thats all.

I need to think!

2008-12-13T11:15:00.002+08:00

I was just reading this person's blog entry.
and it was so meaningful.
It was life.
She was just talking about random stuff
on life that can be applied to any situation.
She's great.
and almost all of us loved her.
If you know who Im talking about, congrats.
If you still dont, too bad.
She's just awesome

YAY! going to meet whoever and whoever and whoever
laterrr.
Florence! please comeeeee.
I know you got some wedding and stuff.
and all the walking thingii.
which I tried hard to see the logic.
but ohwells, come.

Oh, and to you.
Dont worry,
whatever that i saw on the bus
will be as it is.
Even though it was pretty gross.
tip: grow up

YAY! florence can go!
(:

2008-12-12T19:15:00.002+08:00

i feel so idiotic.
damn.
I bought this milo shake.
and i didnt even know why I bought it.
turns out it was just shaked milo,
i mean, like whaaattt?
and it costs me $1.30.
I feel stupid.

So homework.
and
homework
and
more homework,

very sick.

Farhana has been acting pretty weird lately.
or not.
hahaha

this bores me.

2008-12-09T21:50:00.002+08:00

woa, its been a rough week.
Yesterday, I walked past my dad's car and touched the bonnet.
and there goes the noisy alarm.
and lemme tell you, it was loud,.
then today when i open the car door, another car's alarm went off.
and again, it was super loud.
hahaha,

so yea,
completed history hw today.
which was superr awesome.
I had to write a diary or a journal.
then i wanted to confirm with farhana
about the no. of entries.
I called her and she told me need to buy a notebook.
i was like whaaaat?
how many you want to write?
goshhh.
hahah, she's suppose to call me back.
idiotto.

So, i went to Msia yst.
which was superr cool.
cos i get to see the korban thing up close!
like the freaking cow was 2m away from me.
it was scarryyy.
when they were distributing the meat,
i saw cow's nerve (i think)
still moving.
like woa(:

haha,
i still love ultraviolet!<3
like really reaalyy.

2008-12-05T13:33:00.002+08:00

The fire you ignited,
good, bad and undecided.
Burns when I stand beside it,
your light is ultraviolet.
Visions so insane,
travelling unravelling,
through my brain.
Cold when I am denied it,
your light is ultraviolet.

Oh, I just love this song so bloody much.

I miss my blog.
hahaha,
So today, I did Science.
Well, I didnt finish it but at least I did it.
I will need to ask Florence.

Going swimming later.
I havent been exercising this month.
Shit.

I neeed to buy more jeans
and tees.
what the random

2008-12-02T13:57:00.002+08:00

QUICK UPDATE:
I have been planning to start on my hw.
but, yes. I have not touched it at all.

I am not at HOME!

I love the songs like A LOT.
the ones on my blog.
superrrr nicee!

TWILIGHTmovie is superr awesome!

I have been eating a lot.

AND!
florence is misssed!<3
farhana is a loserr(:

LOVES!

2008-11-26T16:34:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARAH NI JIA QI!
May all your wishes come true!
We're going to have a great time suffering in German class together!
((:

so heyy

Let's see.

I went to the freaking zoo yesterday.

for like the whole dayyy./

wth.

yep/

my dad asked me to.

he was like hey, you free on tuesday?

then i went yea, why?

and he replied, oh, we're going to the zoo.

and i just started laughing.

i mean, whaaattt?

okay, but i went.,

cos the last time I visited the zoo

was probably at the age of 8.

or 7.

or 9.

I cant really remember.

but i lovedd the butterfly park thing,.

it was cool

still loving it.

ANYWAYS,

we making another trip to KL!

how cool is that?

This time it'll be different.

We are taking a bus.

the bus is so cool.

it is like a plane.

hahaha.

oh, i just finish watching Beverly Hills 90210.

nicee!

Its raining now.

okay, that was random.

I need a sleepover.

Afiqah! i want to go to your house!

like really, it'll be fun(:

always have.

TAG REPLIES:

Joy- hey thanks, I am happy. A group of girls at least.

Dayna- Hey-.-

Farhana- zzz, like i dont.

Aishah- haha, i knowww(:

Zheru- I'll post a shoutout!

Florence- hahah, still unglam! no doubt.

CREDITS TO ZHERU FOR THE AWESOME PICS AT THE MUSICAL!

loves<3

2008-11-23T13:37:00.006+08:00

PICTURES((:

ROD PREP

HUMAIRA!

USING THE STARS FOR HER PHONE!tsk

AFTER CYCLING(:

MAID IN SPORE

WS MACS.

FLORENCE stuffed all her fries into her mouth

cos i was rushing her(:

PAYA LEBAR MACS

PLING hid.

Look at the straw on pling.

HAHAHA! florence tooo ugly, cannot be seen!

FAILED!

AT THE STAIRCASE at plmgs.

FLO, ME, ZHERU(:

The flash was tooo bright!

FAILED!

GROUP PHOTOS!

(i have no idea what we're trying to do)

hahhaa, rock on.

JUMP SHOTS!

NICOLE extra!

hahhaha! I LOVEE IT<3

2008-11-22T15:33:00.002+08:00

yesterday was funny!
i met florence at THAT bus stop.
then i got 2 shocks of my life.
well, lets just say, a shock.
she got a crumpler.
which is not very shocking actually,
since she wanted it so badly.
and she was tanned!
like freaking tanned.
hahahaha, okay sorry.
but it was like i couldnt see her when i boarded the bus.
she had to wave at me so i could see her.
hahahah.
okay sorry florence.
We ate at MACS (White Sands)

then met them at Paya Lebar.
then very late already.
like it was 6.30.
we are to be seated at 7.15/
so decided to take taxi/
and we couldnt get any.

so from paya lebar mrt station we walked all the way
down to PIE!
like omg.
we ran and ran.
when Im with them, I get lost.
I was wearing flats.
and it was painful when I was running
cos like friction or smth.
haha, nonsense.

then i got a cut at my heel there.
very painful. still painful. OW.
then got a taxi.( ME, FLO, HUING, PLING)
Nicole, zheru, krystal and aliza waited for another cab.

then i was like very painful.
then the uncle so nice.
give me 2 plasters!
but i lost one.
haha, typical.

then we drove in to PLMGS.
and watched the musical.
which was nice,
then CAMWHORE!
wth.
hahah,

ohoh!
ALIZA told me this funny thing that happen.
when aliza's group went into plmgs,
they wanted to make a big entrance.
wtf?
haha, so they paid and took the change.
then went out.
before zheru closes the door,
she shouted: UNCLE KEEP THE CHANGE!
hahaha, like whaaatttt?
retarded la.

I LOVEEE ytd.
today was superrr tiring
hike at MacRitchie.
burn carbs then
ate MACS.
wth.

OH MY GODDDD!
i so hate her now.
Just read her blog.
and saw her bloody tag.

YOU:
I know you're like trying to bond us or smth.
BUT GIVE ME A BREAK!
you are practically being some nosey person
who has nothing better to do.
Seriously, if you weren't the one who replied me,
maybe me and her would have gotten along just fine.
and you know why,
because she has her own thoughts and opinions,
thoughts and opinions that i might be able to consider again.
and once it is resolved, we can be friends.
BUT UNFORTUNATELY,
you just had to be in the way.
you just had to be involved.
thank you.
and tell you something,
it made things worse.
i hope you're happy about it.

I AM GOING TO BUY THE RUN MIDLAYER JACKET!
$3oo!
I will.
if not, i'll either get a crumpler or another jacket. hahahaha!

2008-11-20T15:15:00.002+08:00

Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye

And roped me in
So mesmerizing,
so hypnotizing
I am captivated

I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along

And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now
the things you swore you saw yourself

So clear
Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intentions
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye

And rendered me so isolated,
so motivated
I am certain now that

I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along

And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now
the things you swore you saw yourself

So turn
Up the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment,
fall forever
Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in
Too deep now to ever swim against the current

So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip away

So let me slip against the current

So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip away

I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along

And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now
the things you swore you saw yourself

Slight hope
It dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption...

Vindicated- Dashboard Confessional

2008-11-19T09:35:00.004+08:00

Remove 1 question from below and add in a personal questionmake it a total of 19 questions.
then tag 8 people from your list,
list them out at the end of the posting.
Notify them in there tag board that he/she has been tagged.

q1) Does people treat you as side dish?
Sometimes, i think.

q2) What's your most favourite thing to do?
Sleep & Shop(:

q3) What is the first thing that comes to your mind of when you think of love?
Family and friends. i think. never really thought of it.

q4) What kind of boyfriend/girlfriend do you want?
Never thought of it.

q5) Is there somebody in your heart right now?
Nope. this question is like de javu.

q6) Do you believe that you can survive without money?
No.

q7) Are you afraid of pain?
i think so. last time, Im not afraid. As i grow older, i often have no guts in everything.

q8) What do you feel like doing now?
Watching Gossip Girl.

q9) If there is someone you love, will you confess to him/her?
Dont think so. Maybee.

q10) List 5 things/people you dislike now.
1. My stomach- its growling but I've aldy eaten.
2. My mum when she's nagggyyyy.
3. My phone.
4. My homeworkkk. which reminds me, I havent been doing them.
5. My feet. they have cuts!
(what a load of crap)

q11) What is your 5 most passionate things at the moment?
Still thinking((:

q12) If you have to eat 1 thing for your whole life, what would that be??
FOOD-.-

q13) If you have a chance to be rich or happy, which one will you choose?
Happy i think. Or rich. I dont knoww.

q14) If you have the chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
My tolerance. like florence. heh.

q15) If you are unhappy, what will you do?
blast my ears with music.

q16) Which country do you like the most?
AUSTIN, TEXAS!

Q17. Which is your favourite designer?
STELLA MCCARTNEYYY!
Q18. Are you happy?
YES

Q19. What is the weirdest thing that happened in your life?
Me, still living.

TAGGED TO DO THIS:
THE CLIQUE PEOPLE
ALPHA!

SARAH'S QUIZZ!

Instructions:1. Do the "Letter MEME".
2. Tag no less than 5 other people.
3. Then copy the "How-to" Letter Meme,
and finish your Journal entry.
Template:
Dear (the last person who text messaged you):I don't really know how to tell you this, but (1). I think I realized it (2) (3) and I saw you (4) (5). I'm sure you're (6) enough to understand (7). I'm returning (8) to you, but I'll keep (9) as a memory. You should also know that I (10) (11).(12),-Your name-

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kabob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife4.

4.whats the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy statue
Other - The crazy monk6.

6.what do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fk off now
France - In pain

So RESULTS:

Dear FLORENCE: I really dont know how to tell you this, but (1) our affair is over. i think i realized it (2)that night (3) at the mental hospital and i saw you (4)sit on(5) Manchester United's goalkeeper. I'm sure you're (6) ashamed enough to understand(7) that Santa doesnt exist. Im returning (8)your ring, but I'll keep(9)your suicide note as a memory. You should know that I (10) toldmy psychiatrist about (11) our friendship.
Best regards,
NADIAH

HAHAHHAHA!
I WANT
FLORENCE
FARHANA
NICOLE
ZHERU
CELINE
HUINGG
PLINGG
DAYNA
DIYANAH
HUDA

TO DO THIS!
and anyone else(:

2008-11-18T17:47:00.003+08:00

I just realised that
I cant last a single day without using my hp.
and my laptop.
Gidddyyy!
hahah, this is horrible.

so yea, i went off to KL.
which was cool!
cos i get to shop.
and shop.
and shop.

Oh, I watched Madagascar 2!
hahahaha!
it was funny.
its was great.
a must-watch.
heh.

So, shooting comp.
no comments.
pretty well i think.
the bad thing is:
I only got 3 hours of sleep before the comp,
woke up late,
so I didnt eat breakfast and I was bloating.
and got stomachache.
OWW!
I practically filled myself with water at the waiting room.
nervous much?
and then ate this big, i really mean big curry puff.
made me feel all better(:

oh bummer.
my boots and my no.4
are still inside my bag.
hhahhaha, i am superr lazy to get it out.

OH ya, cycling.
fun, i lovee it.
then we went to Humaira's house.
it was cool!
it was like 2 units joined together.
(okay, I've never seen that before! )
so i was practically just walking everywhere
(:

I think we're going swimming tmr.
Oh shit, i have to meet huda for the $12 thing.
shittos.

oh ya, just now.
on the way home
i took a bus from Yishun(1st stop)
to Punggol MRT(last stop)
then, i fell asleep.
first time i slept so soundly.
then, when we reached punggol,
i was still sleeping.
Suddenly, someone was shaking me/
i think she had a hard time waking me up.
OMG! hahaah

okay. off now.
loves.

2008-11-13T18:18:00.002+08:00

HAHA! today i kept on bumping into ZHERU!
first was at school
i was calling dee
and i saw her.
then it was at canteen.
i have no idea why i was there.
then at pasir ris mrt.
we took the same train.
hahaha. fate.

SO SAD! RCY's cycling trip is cancelled.
i wonder if ours is cancelled too.
Anyways, I've written like 6 letters.
1 more to go!

At this point of time,
I am very confused.
confused with all my actions.
Why the hell am I even helping?

2008-11-10T19:29:00.002+08:00

I need to get there asap
It will be better for me.
I need to go there at the end of next year.
so that once i reach there I can join year 10
the fifteenyearolds.
year 10 is when you try subjects.
cos year 11 is when you pick which subj you want to focus on
for uni.
I can go to uni after year 12.
which is like when Im 18.
in uni.
its a step ahead.

but mom wants me to go aft i finish sec 3.
which means,
when i reach there, i will go for year 11.
but the thing is,
she wants me to stay back with year 10.
with the fifteenyearolds
when im 16.
OMG!
fcuk,.
no, i dont want to have that feeling of being a stayback.

then again,
do i want this?
do i want to leave at the end of next year?
I mean, its too short.
Again,
I have to talk to someone.
I need to make the right decision.
and it isnt an easy task.
I have less than a year.

god, please help me.

2008-11-08T11:06:00.002+08:00

I WATCHED HSM3!
hhahahaha!
so cool laaa.
with ALIZA.
at Leisure Park Kallang.
the place is like woahh!
hahahaha, there's an ice skating rink
and BOWLINGGG!
i miss bowling:(

So yea, going somewhere tonight.
looking forward to it(:

Yesyes, so I met florence yst
we went to KFC at Compass Point
and did homework.
well, she didnt really do laa.
same for me.
I talked a lot.
there were so much things to talk about.
hahhaha!
Then off to Popular.
This time, we both didnt buy anything!
claps.
haha, actually cos we no money.
hhahahaa
so, we just browsed through magazines/
and everytime, Vanessa Hudgen's pic is there.
florence will cover it.
like wth.
she thinks V acts cute or something.
Well, florence, i think she is really preeeetyyyy(:
hahaha,
then, off home. i think.
so yea, it was GREAT((:

2008-11-06T23:34:00.002+08:00

I MISS HUI YING TOO!<33

I MISS THE CLIQUE!<33

I MISS iH, alpha(although i see them practically every day now), specs!<33

Fitriah: its okay, you dont have to do anyth about this.
I myself have no idea what is wrong.

I dont know what to say.
I will watch HSM3.

which reminds me,
i have to check something.

BYEE(:

ps. Mum, im sorry:(

2008-11-05T18:16:00.002+08:00

Fcuk it.
fcuk every single bloody shit that is happening.

I hate you.
You put me in the middle.
I have to decide.
I cancelled my stuff just so it'll be easier for you.
but now, i regret.
Everything's a mess.
I feel so bad for them,
and at the same time,
I dont know what to do to make you stop nagging.
you dont seem to care anymore.
Fine, we'll do it my way now.
I'll live my life and you live yours.
hows that?
I need someone to talk to.

Why do I miss you so much?
I act like a complete idiot in front of you.
Maybe, just maybe, I want us back.

FITRIAH!
HEMA!
AISHWARYA!
YEE NING!
pick up your bloody PHONE!

ps. i miss florence a lot!
i havent seen her in weeks.
last time i called her was before Camp FEAST.
:(

2008-11-04T15:26:00.003+08:00

TODAY was sooo FUNNY!
I laughed a lot.
really a lot.
OMG, i had so much fun.

So in the morning,
i drag my ass to school.
I slept at like 1am,
and woke up at 7am
just to make it on time.
What a failure.
the meeting;
which was suppose to be a platoon thing,
failed.
only like 10 people came.
the rest all dunno go where.

Then, me, HUMAIRA, DEELICIOUS, RAQIBAH and FEROZIA
went to Arab St.
haha, to buy Fabric.
We took 107 from school.
then stop at dunno where and had to walk.
Tip: Never ask DEELICIOUS to lead. Sure sesat. hahahaha
Then, we bought fabric and sequins.
I have no idea how we're going to sew it.
Anyways.
at the sequins shop,
We got 4 packets of sequins.
ready to pay at the cashier.
Clumsy ol' Dee dropped the packets of sequins.
and it BROKE!
like omg.
then Humaira and Raqibah go run away.
what kind of platoon mates! god!
then Dee was so stupid you know.
she go and sweep the beads to the corner.
then say 'leave it, leave it'.
WTH.
so malu can./
then in the end, we paid for it.
and then, kind ol' RAQIBAH
started to pick it up.
and dee was like 'ya allah'
all that stuff.BUT NEVER HELP.
then, HUMAIRA and I also helped.
SHEESH!

HAHA, then off to Banquet.
Ate there.
Dee started laughing and laughing and laughing.
WTH.
Then we went to the Bugis Bus stop.
heading to Plaza Sing.
then, we were looking at the chart thing.
that shows the routes of the buses./
then suddenly we saw Outrum Park(opp)
then the bus was right behind.
then, dee was like: eheh, cepat cepat!
hahahahaa, omg,
we're such a disgrace.
then laughed like shit in the bus.
then, Raqibah went: Outrum park opposite leh. then we thought we went the wrong direction.
Then, raqibah said go down.
so we took that bus- only 1 stop.
waste money seyy.
then look at the bus routes again.
saw that bus 2 can go the Clark Quay
and bus 2 was right behind us.
Then, we quickly rush to the door.
It was closed.
but there were alot of passengers coming out from the back door.
then DEE and HUMAIRA
waved vigorously.
(i really mean, vigorously!)
at the bus driver to open the door.
The bus driver totally look at us blankly.
then, never open the door.
RAQIBAH paiseh down there aldy.
haha, in the end, after much waving and laughing.
the door finally open.
it was hilarious la.
we laughed so much inside the bus about
the bus driver's expression during that incident which was so blank.
like we were invinsible. he couldnt see dee and HUMAIRA waving.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
shit day lah.
then at Clark Quay,
when we were going down the escalator.
RAQIBAH so silly lah.
go take the escalator that was going up./
retarded much?
and when we tap in,
the train arrived already.
and humaira had to run to board it.
cos she was the last one.
again, we laughed and laughed.
then went to spotlight.
and spent like $50
on the pillow stuff.
and off home.
carrying 1kg of cotton.

I HAD A GREAT TIME!(:

2008-11-04T08:04:00.002+08:00

I had an AWESOME
most shockingly
fun
weekend.
What about you?

FELIXZ- too bad la. haha. must wait.

ESTHER- okay(:I dnt know why the music short.heh

FLORENCE- I knoww. Yandao la. and in ncc. cool sia.

IZNI- crap shit la youu. the daddy said. haha. i know, my dad so cool la. know them.

FITRIAH- AHHHHH! i dont know what is happening. omg, help me! I got the shock of my life. AHHHHH!

DEE- yesyes, i want. hahaa.

SO, my weekend was funny.
I laughed so much with my cousin.
haha, it was coool can.

Im actually late for ROD meeting.
Dee is going to kill me!
haha,
BYEEE

2008-11-01T22:33:00.002+08:00

OMGOMGOMG!
my dad knows the JONAS BROTHERS!
sheesh.

haha, today i was at the west side.
running around to so many places.
and farhana missed me!
hahaha, awesomeee

Tomorrow, going shooting.
coolcool.

The holidays doesnt feel like holidays.
with homeworks and meetings and shit stuff.
driving me crazy.
goodness.
even mom is quite upset about it.

TAG REPLIES:
FARHANA: retard you! haha, i run out of sms-es laaa. Miss me much?

FELIXZ!: omgomg! i miss you so very muchh! hahaa, is your brother having his Os or smth?

FLORENCE: nonono, i dont like him. sheesh. but isnt it weird. i mean, with the yandao stuff and the discipline stuff? hahaha, imy!

AISHU: hello SUPER LAME PERSON!

JIAHUI: omg! hi. haha, it's been so bloody long since we last met. haha, still as hyper you/

2008-10-31T23:01:00.003+08:00

OMGGGG!
The last person I expected to be in NCC,
is in NCC.
Shittity shit.

Anyway, campFEAST
rocks la.
I missed the psl orientation
or something
:(
Today,
woke up at like noon.
and had muscle cramp.
all over./
PAINFUL

I NEED TO GET OUT OF THIS HOUSE.
I havent even watch HSM3.
its okay,.
I WILL WATCH IT.
Ihopeso.

FLORENCE!!
Jordan is in NCC.
zzz

IZNI!!
and my daddy said ''stay away from Juliet''

haha, i dont know what was that forr.

I want to go swimming.
for some reason, the water looks really inviting.
maybe, sunday.

HUDA!!
getwellsoon<33
ily(:

2008-10-28T21:01:00.000+08:00

campFEAST<3

love youu!

2008-10-25T21:58:00.004+08:00

I am bored.
there, i said it.

To FLORENCE:
ILY! thanks for being there. It was really nice to be your table partner even though you can get very ~~irritating~~ cutely annoying. But, it made things less stressful. more lively. Thanks for being lame. hahahahaaa

To FARHANA:
GOD YOU! you you! draama queen. winx club fan? haha, thanks too for being there. thanks for making me see things. like how lame you can get. and how right i can be. that kind of stuff. yea, thanks.

To DIYANAH:
hello! haha, thanks for listening. and listening. and listening.

To THE CLIQUE:
yesyesyes. the ones mentioned on Zheru's blog. YES! ILY(: thanks for making the last few days of school fun. it is nice to leave for sec 2 with all of you.

To IZNI and DAYNA:
you guys are like sisters! thank you for making my day. it is nice to bully dayna. and nice to fight with Izni. and also bully her in some way.(:

To ALPHA:
yes, i know.we rock<3>, thanks for putting aside all of our differences and make things work(:

To Form Teacher:
Thanks for putting up with our nonsense. We'll behave.

To those whose names I cant say:
Thanks a lot. you mean a lot to me. all the best(:

I am getting old here.
and getting a lot crappier.

OH, almost forgot.

To Faris:
Congrats for moving into a public sch.
for the aviation thing.
Hope to see you soon((:

2008-10-24T08:54:00.003+08:00

AWESOME!
END OF SCHOOL.
so, now. its 8.54
and I just woke up.
pretty early.
but, still on the bed.
with the laptop on my lap.
HAHA.

So, fine florence.
I'll do the quiz.

-Name 20 ppl.

Florence
Farhana
Diyanah
HUDA
Hui ying
Nicole
Aliza
Celine
Zheru
Raqibah
Atikah
Aishu
Dayna
izni
Humaira
Germaine
Peyling
Krystal
Sarah Ni
Jasmine

-How did you know 14?(IZNI)
Through school. Second person I met aft Celine(:

-What would you do if you never meet 1? FLORENCE
Urm, I wont have someone to bully and share lameness(:

-What if 9 and 20 date each other? Zheru & Jasmine
I doubt they know each other. Plus, Zheru is owned. HAHA

-Will 6 and 17 date? NICOLE & PEYLING
haha, i'll laugh my ass off.

-Describe 3 DIYANAH
best. matured. awesome. retarded.

-Is 8 attractive? CELINE
haha, yes(:

-Describe 7. ALIZA
SCHOLAR. TOP STUDENT. SMART ASS.

-Do you know any of 12's family members? AISHU
her mom very fierce.

-What if 18 confess to you? KRYSTAL
Noooo, she wont. If she did, I give her a tight slap.

-What language does 2 speak? FARHANA
Garbage and crap. You sure wont understand(:

-Who goes out with 9? Zheru
Not sure. this guy. or maybe, nicole?haha:/

-How old is 16? GERMAINE
2873643948398403 years old((:

-When did you last speak to 13?DAYNA
yesterdayy(:

-Who 14's fav singer? HUMAIRA
i dont know.

-Would you ever date 4?HUDA
haha, maybee(:

-Would you ever date 1? FLORENCE
IF we are the last 2 on earth.

-Is 19 single? SARAH
dont know. She likes too many guys.

-What's 10's last name? RAQIBAH
urm. dont know. i know her middle name is kind. haha!

-School of 3? DIYANAH
Cedar.

-Where does 6 lives? NICOLE
somewhere along the green line.

-What is your fav thing of 5? HUIYING
her laughter

-Have you ever seen 11 naked? ATIKAH
NOO! sheesh.

YES! I DID IT
omg, i am so excited for camp.
haha, well. not every part of it./

2008-10-20T18:16:00.003+08:00

I had no clue about ASEAN.
haha, it was okay.
I was practically talking to Aliza.
haha, and have you heard?
Aliza is already married.
HAHAHAHA!
omg, i had a good time there.

I feel like skipping German tomorrow.
And just go somewhere and slack.
But, bloody shit.
I have to get an excuse letter.
Damn.

Farhana, come to school.
Please.
not cos i miss you.
hahaha.

I read this magazine.
and it was like 7 ways of what not to do
when making an entrance at the Prom.
hahahah, Aliza and I laughed so badly at this- i dont know why-
: Dont hire smoke machines for a dramatic entrance. You'll set the smoke detectors off, and who can see you through the fog?
HAHAH, okay lame./

If you love someone and they break your heart.
dont give up on them,
have faith,
restart.

Oh god,
I cant believe this.
Why do I even bother to check on you?
I dont know why.
You were so nicee last year.
And then, off you go.
I hated you for that.
for everything in fact.
Then, why now?
Why do I care so much now?
Why do I go for someone who has hurt me so many times?
Why am I repeating my own mistakes again?
Forget it, I just miss you a lot.

2008-10-19T09:11:00.003+08:00

Life is so unfair.
I heard that a million times
But I never seemed to have realised it.
Well, now I have.
What a place to live in?
Why don’t I get a choice here?
Please give me time.
I will get a solution to all this.
I promise.
I need time.
It’ll be more than 2 years, for sure.
Please, listen to me for once.
I’ll make mistakes but I’ll learn from them.
Give me a chance here.

I made you a promise and I will tell you when the time comes.
You may have forgotten about it.
Let’s just say, I don’t break promises.

2008-10-16T19:52:00.002+08:00

HAHAH! I love nougats(:
Today was like an ordinary school day for me,.
Went for the leadership course in the morning.
I felt like dozing off.
Florence kept looking at my watch.
it was okay(: beneficial, i guess.
Then, off to German.
And off home.
And off to bed./

Yes, so I just woke up.
And currently hving a headache.
I think I didn't get enough sleep.
Sooner or later, I'll fall sick.
YAY. what a great start to the holidays.

Parade was ohkayy(:

Okay, off now.

2008-10-13T22:19:00.002+08:00

today was good.
Frisbee is actually not that bad.
considering the fact that Im lousy at the rest.
okay nevermind.
anyway. the font sucks.
i cant read my own posts. but i am lazy to change it. So,
Sooner or later, Im going to join the nerdy glasses group.
God, help me.

Anyway, sometimes,
i find talking to Dad isnt really going to help.
It's bloody difficult to convince him about that matter.

Im so spoiled nowadays.
sheesh!
everywhere i go, i ask dad to send me.
sometimes, fetch as well.
haha, lazzzyyyy lah.
The bus sucks.
My ezlink card often goes either missing or empty.

OMG! ZHERU's blog about the chalet was freaking funny.
The best post I've ever read.
HAHAHAHAHAAA!

Another boring dayyy tomorrow.
The book list already arrived and are in good hands.
awesome/
hell, im practically spitting crap.

BYEBYE(:

DEE: I need your help!

2008-10-12T00:39:00.000+08:00

GOSH.
no worries.
Pretend nothing happen(:

ILY<3

2008-10-10T16:41:00.002+08:00

It is about being yourself.
And not afraid of your fears.
This may be difficult.
But it is worth a try.

HEARTS. omg, i love it!
Today was a day filled with hearts and nothing else.
Not even you.

2008-10-08T19:31:00.010+08:00

HEY.

Huiying has the pics at E!hub

Aliza & Krystal have bowling pics.

&& i wonder why we didnt take any pictures in the cinema(:

2008-10-07T16:26:00.003+08:00

i want to write a lot.
about everything that happen at the chalet.
but i am sooo lazy to do so.
so i'll upload pictures soon(:

OMG! tomorrow parade.

Bowling was so much fun(:
especially when you dont know how to play.

and heyheyhey, house bunny was awesome(:

and the guy who took the chips- yes, florence. damn nice(:

2008-10-05T10:02:00.002+08:00

Dont ask me why the skin was changed
i was just a little bored

eheh, i am going to 'spread'/
haha, florence you get it, dont you?
ohmygidddyyyy, i am so going crazy over the chocolates.
there's plenty here.
ohoh, and there is this sipahh thing.
its so cool laaa!
its like a straw then inside there are a lot of small chocolate chunk.
and you sort of drink it with milk.
so the milk goes through the sipahh thing and mixes with the chocolate chunks
and in the end, you get chocolate milk!
haha, i loveeee it.

the sipahh thing.

and my share of the chocolates.

I CANT WAIT TILL TOMORROW<3

2008-10-04T15:20:00.002+08:00

WOW.
It seems to me that everyone was bloody bored after the exams.
haha, almost or maybe everyone
changed their blogskin.
hahaha, well dont expect me to do that.

I have been on a movie marathon
as usual.
well this time is both on the net and on the dvd player.
Im tired./

Chalet is on monday and tuesday.
which is so cool.
haha,
florence got all excited this morning and texted me saying:
Nadiah! Today is Saturday! Tomorrow is Sunday! The day after is Monday, the day for the chalet! Muahaha. What to pack huh? So excited! HAHAHAHA!

i still dont get the 'muahaha' part.
SO anyway, i didnt reply her.
instead i called her.
and guess what.
she was busy watching some drama over and over again.
You can tell she's bored to tears./
haha,
Oh, florence.
My sincere apologies for embarrassing you here.

Its getting better.
Im glad you're going.
BYEBYE(:

2008-10-02T18:39:00.001+08:00

HEY. here's an update.
Tomorrow is GEOG paper.
and I have not study.
I woke up at noon and slept again from 2pm to 4pm.
and yea, farhana's house is super noisy.
BYE

2008-09-24T15:22:00.002+08:00

After I felt that you weren't important,
everything changed.
I became vulgar.
I became a pain in the ass.
I became a bad person.
(To think that I am a PSL.
SHEESH!)

But, i wont improve.
I wont.
In fact, I'll never.

Hey,
I miss you alot.
Years without you felt like the end of the world.
I miss those camps we go to.
those movie trips. Those childhood days.

''Like a tree I stay rooted, while the seasons go by
Friends of a feather will come round and fly
Some will be special and perch for a rest
Whether to stay or just be a guest
Sometimes the weather is just never right
or the branches get weak and give way to the height
So there goes the circle of the sun and the rain
I'm left with the lessons of laughter and pain''

2008-09-21T14:01:00.003+08:00

Lets see.
Why am I here?
Hmms, to get things right.

No, maybe it wasn't a mistake.
You are the mistake.
Why do I feel like killing myself
when I am suppose to kill you?
Why do you love to make things worse?

Fine.
I am done here.
I finallyyyyyy realise the whole point
of having the fcuking line.
Thanks for helping me,
appreciated it loads.

I think I've finally found a better place to start
but no one ever seems to understand.

Oh, btw.
My mum is fine about the chalet thing(:

2008-09-16T09:00:00.002+08:00

Hello!
we are at D & T room:
Florence is showing me some old photos.
Goodness, we look so retarded.

Will not be back till after EYEs.